Please stop by the StoryBook Page and see the latest installment of the King of Cups!!
And as a side note... how does my page look??? Am I having tech issues?, and my usual white picket fence & sunflowers are gone on your end??? Drop me a line and let me know....
Thank you, White Light and Blessings! <3
Friday, March 21, 2014
Thursday, March 6, 2014
Friday, February 28, 2014
New Section
I have added a new section to my blog, it is called My Storybook Page, and it will be created by using.....
Well, I will just let you go check it out instead of re-writing it all again... column is just over there, off the right.. See you over there!
Thank you, White Light and Blessings!! <3
Well, I will just let you go check it out instead of re-writing it all again... column is just over there, off the right.. See you over there!
Thank you, White Light and Blessings!! <3
Sunday, February 23, 2014
Road blocks, fear of success???
So I was reading a fabulous blog today from the The Four Queens and this set my mind on a tangent, because I have been working on my fear of success, and I had this light bulb come on and wonder if part of my fear is because I am worried that I may change who I am?? Will I get "corrupted"?? Will I forget those I know, and are friends??
Also I have a little "hidden" fear,worry, pondering thought?? not quite sure what to call it (well, okay it ain't hidden no more now then is it.. haha) What if all of these wonderful people that we love to watch and we get to have the occasional chance to chit chat with... become so successful in their work/passions/services they provide you won't see their presence as much??? These are people that are your virtual favorites that can uplift your day and make you think about things going on around you. Damn, I hate it when I sound like a stalker..... But underneath it all, it got me to thinking about when you move forward in life.
I have had many jobs, that while they were grunt jobs, I really truly loved them... they just didn't pay squat! Well okay, one paid really really well, and I kick myself in the ass everyday for allowing myself to give it up.. but that is a whole other blog topic! My point is that as you move on to what should be bigger and better things, you sometimes lose the people that were there before. Different schedules different routines and timelines just don't match up and pretty soon there is no contact at all. So what you thought was a "great advancement", has a big drawback and empty spot.
I think about people I used to work with on a pretty regular basis, I have no way of contacting them anymore, so they are just fond memories. And while not to paint everything with rose colored glasses, most of my memories are good ones and ones I would have liked to continue had the necessity and desire to "break even" at least hadn't have been the needed choice to make.
So.... to wrap this up and around to where it makes a complete thought, I am realizing that I worry about success because I don't want to leave people behind, and lose contacts, and lose "myself" while still trying to adapt to new ways of thinking and building myself up to where I want to be. And yes, I know there are many "sub-issues" in this statement as well... again, that is for another blog!
Thank you for stopping by, White Light and Blessings! <3
Also I have a little "hidden" fear,worry, pondering thought?? not quite sure what to call it (well, okay it ain't hidden no more now then is it.. haha) What if all of these wonderful people that we love to watch and we get to have the occasional chance to chit chat with... become so successful in their work/passions/services they provide you won't see their presence as much??? These are people that are your virtual favorites that can uplift your day and make you think about things going on around you. Damn, I hate it when I sound like a stalker..... But underneath it all, it got me to thinking about when you move forward in life.
I have had many jobs, that while they were grunt jobs, I really truly loved them... they just didn't pay squat! Well okay, one paid really really well, and I kick myself in the ass everyday for allowing myself to give it up.. but that is a whole other blog topic! My point is that as you move on to what should be bigger and better things, you sometimes lose the people that were there before. Different schedules different routines and timelines just don't match up and pretty soon there is no contact at all. So what you thought was a "great advancement", has a big drawback and empty spot.
I think about people I used to work with on a pretty regular basis, I have no way of contacting them anymore, so they are just fond memories. And while not to paint everything with rose colored glasses, most of my memories are good ones and ones I would have liked to continue had the necessity and desire to "break even" at least hadn't have been the needed choice to make.
So.... to wrap this up and around to where it makes a complete thought, I am realizing that I worry about success because I don't want to leave people behind, and lose contacts, and lose "myself" while still trying to adapt to new ways of thinking and building myself up to where I want to be. And yes, I know there are many "sub-issues" in this statement as well... again, that is for another blog!
Thank you for stopping by, White Light and Blessings! <3
Saturday, February 22, 2014
Interesting and Informative
Here is a great, and funny interview from Mary Roach, author of the book Bonk, on a TED Talk...
10 Things you didn't know.....
Who said researching was boring!
Heck, I just realized this was just part of a whole series, here are the rest...
Sex Talks on TED Talks
10 Things you didn't know.....
Who said researching was boring!
Heck, I just realized this was just part of a whole series, here are the rest...
Sex Talks on TED Talks
Saturday, January 25, 2014
Fittin In..
So how many munchkins out there are like me.. wondering how you can fit in, but at the same time not wanting to "play that game"??
I mean I have always been that rebel without a clue, walking my own walk, and saying fuck you to the mass majority. Keeping most out of arms reach.
But sometimes when you get older you start to look for a group to hang with, a "Ya-Ya Sisterhood" to share your thoughts, drives, and similarities with... even when that is, and has been, against what you have done your whole life. You have chosen to step outside of your comfort zone!
Is it really for you though?? Is it just your ego holding you back?? Is it normal to feel almost like your skin crawls trying to fit in, or can you really put on a mask to get the message out there? And if you do use a mask.. is your true message going to be heard? Are you just feelin butt-hurt for things not happening as fast as you want them to happen???
These are the things that float through my head. I have a lot to offer, I just don't think I always have the way to express it. I can be a unique pill to swallow if you can't see the real me. And I have gotten used to that over the years... not every one is the prom queen. Maybe it is a lack of patience, maybe it is a lack of effort.. but really should it be an "effort"?? This is my conundrum .. do I say "look at me, look at me!" or do I just continue on my merry little happy assed way, and keep trying to keep on, keeping on?? Waiting for the light-bulb to finally click on and see there are other people out there that have been in the shadows as well...
Well I like to switch my own switch, so we will see what turns on..
I mean I have always been that rebel without a clue, walking my own walk, and saying fuck you to the mass majority. Keeping most out of arms reach.
But sometimes when you get older you start to look for a group to hang with, a "Ya-Ya Sisterhood" to share your thoughts, drives, and similarities with... even when that is, and has been, against what you have done your whole life. You have chosen to step outside of your comfort zone!
Is it really for you though?? Is it just your ego holding you back?? Is it normal to feel almost like your skin crawls trying to fit in, or can you really put on a mask to get the message out there? And if you do use a mask.. is your true message going to be heard? Are you just feelin butt-hurt for things not happening as fast as you want them to happen???
These are the things that float through my head. I have a lot to offer, I just don't think I always have the way to express it. I can be a unique pill to swallow if you can't see the real me. And I have gotten used to that over the years... not every one is the prom queen. Maybe it is a lack of patience, maybe it is a lack of effort.. but really should it be an "effort"?? This is my conundrum .. do I say "look at me, look at me!" or do I just continue on my merry little happy assed way, and keep trying to keep on, keeping on?? Waiting for the light-bulb to finally click on and see there are other people out there that have been in the shadows as well...
Well I like to switch my own switch, so we will see what turns on..
Thursday, January 23, 2014
Reminder!
The Calling
I would so enjoy it if you could join me in a FaceBook Event that I created to send out some Love into the Universe, either at a certain time (GMT) or just a good vibe all day long on the day of this Supermoon! I will be projecting White Light and Outward Facing Mirrors to ward of negativity. Won't you join me???
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