Thursday, June 30, 2011

Ok...Shameless Plug #1

Since one of my passions in life is sex, which ironically do not always go hand in hand!  There is sex without passion....and quite frankly it sucks!  So with that in mind I have a side business where I sell sexual toys, bath spa products, novelties, and books and videos on sexual education...or for just plain fun!

The company I work for is Intimate Expressions and you can reach my website at http://www.mybagoftoys.com  and please feel free to browse around the online catalog.  Shop at your leisure, and all orders are shipped confidencially to your home.  Or if you decide you can have an in home party with demonstrations for a girl's night in, bachelorette or even a couple's party from me or another local rep from your area!

So please stop by http://www.mybagoftoys.com and add some passion to your life!!

Monday, June 27, 2011

So far, so good...

I hate the fact I almost think the other shoe is going to fall and I am almost waiting for it.  But at the same time I feel so full of energy and have a weight lifted off of me because I feel so open about life now.  And what is funny I think that part of it has not to do with the fact I have chosen to be open about my spiritual beliefs...it is that I recognized I was off balance...which can be pretty important to a Gemini...I was hiding and I was to worried about presenting only one face of who I was....Must be professional and all that good stuff!

What started this renewal journey was that I realized I was talking to the "munchkins" (my unofficial term of affection for the kids) where I work and I wasn't practicing what I preach.  I was so busy worried making sure I kept my professional "face" on, that I wasn't letting the other side of me out for air.  And for the longest time it didn't bother me...noticeably anyway.  Then like all things that are left broken and not fixed, it built up and people started to say that I didn't seem happy anymore.  I couldn't put my finger on it, it just wasn't "clicking over" in my head.  Then the voice inside my head said I just wasn't being true to myself, this is why I wasn't being "me."  I had lost the passion of exploration and self expression for the sake of being "proper"...I went overboard on the conservative side.

I realize as we get older we have to be be more responsible, something I am kinda hit and miss at so far.  But I am getting better and I know I have done better than I give myself credit for.  I guess that I keep waiting for the other shoe to fall is because I am waiting for friends and acquaintances to walk away.  At the same time I know that if someone is not accepting of me then that is their decision.  Just as I make decisions who I allow into my world.  I did lose an aquaintance on FaceBook, but it didn't really surprise me who it was.  Most of her status updates were about surrendering to Lord, which I don't believe, but it is her belief and that is great for her. But it goes back to a person being able to choose the who, what, where, when, and whys in life!  I like my lesson for today! 

Sunday, June 26, 2011

Sex, Magick, and Rock n Roll!

My twist on the old saying " Sex, Drugs and Rock n Roll"  while I am partial to alcohol, never been into the whole drug thing.  But as I have gotten older I also have realized that alcohol is giving me heartburn after I drink it...for the next couple of days later...so looks as though the partying stage of my life has changed as well! And I am okay with that...I've had alot of fun and things just change with time.

But the three things listed above are my passions...as a individual human being, not as a mom, sibling or co-worker, but me as a person.  I am also not talking the perverted, obsessive sex thing either.  I am talking about a natural expression of a person enjoying the physical passion of sex.  The exploration of consenting adults sharing an intimate moment.  I guess you could say this is why I am an independent romance consultant for Intimate Expressions.  It is a adult home-party and we sell products from spa & bath, lingerie, novelties up to sex toys, enhancing lubes, and light bondage kits.  All for good healthy fun with your partner.  I guess one of the reasons why I love to sell toys is just because I want people to be educated and be able to experiment and be comfortable with their bodies and their feelings of passion and desire.  Sex is not a bad thing, quite the opposite in fact.  It is the denial of these feelings that can cause issues.  And to throw the disclaimer out there from the beginning:  I am talking about legal, mutually consenting, with total understanding of each others personal limits and expectations between adults sex!  With that out of the way, I hope it will discourage the nay sayers and perverted folks.  I just want to be able to have a simple conversation once in awhile about any subject, and sometimes it may be about sex or its related topics.

Magick is something I have been involved with since I was a child.  I think one of my aunt's was more into witchcraft than she let on, but she was definitely an influence on my curiosity of the subject.  I am a solitary practitioner who until just recently has decided to live it out in the open, not in a "I'm going out wearing robes today" type, but a if I choose to talk about it I will, much like other folks talk about their religions or beliefs.  I offer simple blessings, lighting of candles and sending of energy. I will even try to read a card or two for you.  All with the will of positive energy and causing harm to none.  I am not here for religious debates, I am here to just be able to talk freely and joyously about the powers of nature and energy.

Rock and Roll has been one of my biggest passions since I was about eleven .  Def Leppard is my absolute all time favorite!!!!!  Their albums have always been there when there is a major transition in my life or whatever is going on, I even have their name tattooed on left bicep.  What can I say...they are "My Boys" and always will be.  I am also very eclectic in my musical tastes...big band and swing, golden oldies, new age and blues as well!  But hard rock/heavy metal music is my passion...it gets my blood pumpin!  It makes me feel alive is the best way to describe it!

So this is me, and part of my world... You are welcome to come and enjoy the journey with me as long as it is filled with the same joyous and positive energy as this is meant to be!  Thank you for stopping in and reading awhile, hope you can leave a comment or two if you have the time, if not, enjoy your day and I hope it is full of positive white light!  Blessings to all!!