I have been working on my journey and path lately.
Trying to beat down the negative self talk, and insecurities I have acquired over the years. And at times I find myself reverting as it were to my "old" ways or maybe more like "flashbacks" of times when I felt I was my strongest. Now, these times I wasn't always at my my wisest, but then again they were times I felt I was at my strongest. Granted I have acquired much strength from my experiences over the years and like knowing I have a guttural instinct to kick some ass when I need to to get things done.
But, I wonder.. not so much worry like I "usually" do, that this can be a bad thing. I mean am I justifying old habits and thought processes to cope and deal with what is going on in my life now, when I need a re-charge and re-boot to make the next stage of life?? Or is it a GOOD thing to draw from a time when I knew, or at least felt like I knew, I was doing what was meant and the passion for things I have put on the back burner for so long???
I FEEL a very powerful and energetic vibe as of late. Seriously, if you could feel what I am projecting it would blow you away! ;) I know there is a major change in the air for many, and am wondering if I should ride this ride and do what I do "best," within a good healthy range and keep the flow of passion and energy going... or tweak it to another level and be more "mature" in my energy levels. I know I need to be Spiritual in whatever my endeavors are, but is regaining inner strength of how I used to be and felt like myself a real true essence of the power or energy I should be drawing from??
What are your thoughts??
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